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As Of Now.
I’ve always been Lucky, always. I don’t really know how to explain how i’m lucky, and i don’t really know how you would define ‘lucky’ but all i know is im a lucky girl.
Maybe it’s not luck it’s just simply a good life, i don’t know? I still moan nether the less. Don’t we all? I probably should be more grateful for how much is actually done for me and how many people actually care, but I do actually take the time to think about what impact people have on me and what my life is… as of now.
Simply, my life often gets described as ‘never a dull moment’ and it is a whirlwind i will admit. Don’t ever get me wrong though, i wouldn’t change it for the world. Reflecting back, everything does happen for a reason and times and people have made me who i am today. I do regret aspects of my life, but again.. Don’t we all? But a life is what you make it, and right this second i am a very happy girl. Ironically though, it’s at the point were i can’t look in the mirror and see my body as healthy not fat, worry far too much about people’s opinions are, and have no money in the bank! but;I can genuinely say i am happy despite all that and this is how i feel.. as of now.
This post wasn’t in aim to be long or to ramble on, just to make people reflect on their own lives because i really do believe if people just ‘sat and thought about the people and what they have for a minute’ the world would be a kinder place.
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"A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination."
i mis-treated my blog.
Were do i start exactly?
Sounds dramatic, but the since the last time i posted.. alot has happened.
5 months doesn’t seem that much of a gap in time, however to put it simply… 5 months ago I wasn’t single, or the person I am now.
On a happier note, I am also much more happier with the person and life I now lead. I wouldn’t say i’m more content with my life than i was 5 months ago, because im not, probably the opposite. But; i am less stressed and alot more laid back.
although… could that be something to do with the fact i’m usually drunk? Hahahaha! No, i’m not an alcoholic! :P But I’ve discovered a new me, and that maybe i shouldn’t be so harsh on myself after all. People are what they are.. and i am who i am. I shouldn’t try and change that. Minus me rambling on, Hiii there blog, will you accept my apology of ‘sorry for neglecting you? :’)’
Grand National 2011
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money doesn’t make you happy.
won the lottery, (yeah, im not joking either. wasn’t millions, but still. :D)
got a job, and a babysit.
pocket money off the nann <3
selling on ebay,
mum owes me money and the boyfriend is currently in debt!
all these ways that are making money for me, and it honestly does feel like everyones like oh, heres some moreeeeeeeeee money loren! hhahaa! and i know i shouldnt be complaining, but….
all people do in the world is stride for money, and being wealthy, but you know what?
now ive got money, and okay im not a billionaire, not even a millionaire but im not short lets just say that, (trying to sound in the least bit snobbiest way possible here.)
im not any happier than i was before, my smile isn’t bigger and i haven’t gained or lost any more friends… and to be quite frank.
I’ve learnt, it isn’t everything.
going to insist on making these with my partner in crime on saturday!
just add any random shizzzz! <3
